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a daughter who loves her parents and family so much. a friend who treasures friendship more than her relationship with a guy. a student who has always tried her best and gave it all out in whatever she is doing. a loner who is still searching for her eternal love that she believes can bring her together to jannah. last but not least...a humble servant who heart belongs to Allah swt. and my name is Farhana Latiff.

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December 17, 2011

A letter for a friend who is too near front of the eyes but too far from the heart

What a passed like nothing has ever happened to me. But the truth is, i'm totally in a deep pain. But i don't know where to go, i don't know with who should i share this pain. I feel so lonely, perhaps i should just get a pistol and killed myself. Everyone gonna be happy, and me too, ain't it right?

I have once got a friend, who i taught could be the wall to lean and support me from keep falling. I used to have that one friend where i used to share a lot of stories with her. I used to have that one friend who always stands by my side eventhough the whole world is laughing at my clumsiness and stupiditiness. I used to have that one friend  who always knew how to comfort me and make me feel worthy in this cruel life. 

But where did she go? That one friend has never give her advice to me with a high tone. But she just didi it on that one day. From that moment, everything has changes...i just knew that things are not gonna be like we used to have like before. I don't know her, she has changed, pretty lot of changes. Maybe she's just cannot stand with my clumsiness, silliness, unperfectness anymore. I guess she feels ashamed when she's being with me. Sorry FRIEND if i made you feel like that, i'm totally sorry.

How i wish you know that i missed those past days we spend together so i wish you will know i miss you, FRIEND...but i just knew, we'll never be like before. Cause i just can't let myself to forgive you that easily. The hatred of seeing you being happy by abandoning me is totally unforgiven, how could you be so mean? Don't you ever once think about my feeling, what it feels to be like at my place if God let us switch place? Yeaa, i know, you don't feel guilty at all cause if you feel it, you won't leave me just like that. You aren't the only  friend that i got in this world, surely i have plenty of them, but i feel sorry that our friendship turned out this way. Goodbye my FRIEND.....hope your life will be more cheerful without my presence ='(

December 13, 2011

Who is the hypocrite one right now?

Hye! It's been a while after the last time i wrote in my blog here. I missed blabbering at this place but what to do? I've been way too busy with tests plus in KBM, UiTM didn't provide us with a better line of wi-fi. So daripada membuang masa dan tenaga je tunggu every page that i wanna open to loading, i"ve decided not to go online at all. Tapi kalau kawan-kawan nampak saya online, so that's means i'm online in the library or it's either i borrowed my housemate's broadband, hehe. Tapi guna sekejap je pun, pakai broadband orang kan??? Mana boleh buat macam hak sendiri, ayoooo manyak kulang ajar woahhh kalau buat itu macamm. Tak baik okay? Tak baik!

Housemate saya tu bagi je saya pinjam broadband dia, saya pernah tanya dia lagi betul ke boleh guna ni, siap nak bayar balik tapi housemate saya cakap takpe, dia kata tak kisah pun, bukan selalu saya guna broadband dia. Tapi adelaaa seorang HAMBA ALLAH yang busybody ni memang tak puas hati dengan saya, siap cakap saya muka tak malu bila minta pinjam broadband housemate saya tu, okay fineeee. Kau la paling perfect, dari segala aspek, rupa harta pelajaran semua pun ada. Apa yang kau cakap ngan buat jelah betul, orang lain semua salah. Terima kasih "KAWAN".

Aku just nak cakap satu benda, semua yang kau ada sekarang ni Allah boleh tarik bila-bila masa je, kau mesti tau kan? So berhentilah menganiaya orang lain dengan mulut jahat kau tu, sebar cerita buruk pasal aku dekat orang lain macam kau tu suci sangat. Bila kau buat macam tu, kau sedar tak kau dah jatuhkan maruah aku? Kau tak rasa bersalah ke buka aib aku depan orang lain, masalahnya kalau kau cerita kat perempuan je aku takde la nak kisah sangat tapi kau bukak cerita aku dekat lelaki. Terima kasih, terima kasih sangat, aku sangat menghargai usaha murni tak berbayar kau tu! Sekarang kau puas hati dah dapat buat diorang pandang serong dekat aku dan sebelahkan kau sedangkan diorang tak tau pun cerita dari side aku. Takpe, aku confirm kau dah puas hati dapat buat macam tu.Aku rasa kau mesti pernah dengar orang cakap camni kan "tak guna ada rupa tapi hati busuk"...jangan sampai aku cop kau macam tu pulak. Sabar aku ada limit weh, aku ni manusia biasa je bukan manusia suci turun dari syurga macam kau. Kalau aku dah naik hantu nanti, jangan salahkan aku sebab aku pun ada perasaan, aku bukannya Barbie doll tu haaa, dia lain la, kau hentak tarik rambut dia sakit mana pun bukan dia reti nak menjerit, sakit pun dia tak rasa kalau kita cabut tangan dia.

Pernah kau rasa ikhlas nak kawan dengan aku macam ni? Aku pernah tapi lepas apa yang kau dah buat dekat aku,  benda ni  tak mungkin jadi lagi dah. And i regretted every single minute i think of good things about you 'cause if i'd knew things would be like this, i'll keep my bad thoughts about you left unchanged in my mind!

Okay aku dah lega dapat lepaskan geram dekat sini. Sekian terima kasih!

December 2, 2011

Eating ice cream = the best therapy


When people are in tensed condition, they tend to do a lot of things to release that kind of bad moods from their souls as well as relieved out the stress. As for me, i have choosed eating ice-cream as my way to cool down at the time i am feeling very uneasy. Whenever i am feeling down, ice-cream popped out first on my mind! Eating it truly help me to calm down and forget the problems that i am facing by that time. How powerful is that huh? Yeahh, nevermind, you would not understand it unless you are an ice-cream lovers too, teehee. As if ice is not fun enough...there are lots of fun facts about ice-cream to explore! Lets read them!

  1.          It takes about 50 licks to lick away one scoop of ice cream!
  2.          Of all the days of the week, most ice cream is bought on Sunday!
  3.          Kids aged 2-12 and adults over 45 eat the most ice cream!
  4.          More men (13%) admit to licking their ice cream bowl clean than women (8%)!
  5.          Vanilla, chocolate, butter pecan, strawberry, and mint chocolate chip are the most popular ice cream flavours!
  6.          Chocolate syrup is the most popular ice cream topping!
  7.          5% of ice cream eaters share their ice cream with their pet!
  8.          Air is an important ingredient in ice cream - it keeps the ice cream from freezing solid!
  9.          July is National Ice Cream Month!
  10.          The 3rd Sunday in July is National Ice Cream Day!

my best therapy ever!

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